At long last

Fantasy Friday: At long last


so close that office door,
shut the blinds,
turn off the phone.
we are going to get sweaty today.

take a deep breath, and turn back now if you're not ready for a commitment.

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we had been eyeing each other for months.
dancing around the issue.
neither of us ready to put into words--or action--what we were thinking.
and then.
by sheer cosmic intervention on the part of two procrastinating lust-mobiles...
your flower shop received an order from my mom.
some roses for my birthday.
you didn't know my name.
when you rang the bell, a shiver went up your spine--and mine.
when i answered the door it was as if all of the words inside me had floated away.
i was left just breathing in sharply, eyes wide.
you nearly dropped the arrangement of flowers.
then, nearly tripped over yourself making sure i knew you worked for the flower shop.
...that the flowers were not from you.
i put them on the counter and turned to you.
you closed the front door, and rested your eyes on mine.
your hands were shaking.
and for a moment...
for JUST a moment.
we were both frozen.
trapped by our preconceptions--
about dating
and sex
and our relativity to each other.
but thankfully, that moment ticked by with the second hand...
and we were sucked into the vacume of the present.
the here, the now.
the no yesterday and no tomorrow.
the smells and tastes and sounds.
that space in which anything can happen and everything is balanced.
you reached for me,
just as i was about to burst--needing to do something but not knowing where to start.
our lips met--fiercely, yet smoothly, as if rehearsed.
my hands on your strong back.
we pulled apart for just a fleeting look at each other.
no smiles--
just...
need.
and dove back into each other--
the deepest, most sensual kisses i'd ever felt.
your hands found their way under my skirt.
i began unzipping your pants.
you hesitated only once.
then i tilted my head and gave you the first smile of the day...
a whisper of a smile, just a trace across my lips.
but it made you crazy...
you wanted to be inside me.
needed it.
but i slid to my knees...
drawing you into my mouth.
that taste...
the smooth skin, so warm in my cool hand, responding to the flicks of my tongue...
you leaned against the counter--weak in the knees?--as i greedily swallowed every last salty drop of you...
you gave me your hand, then, and i took it, standing.
i led you to the bedroom where i pulled the dress over my head in a flutter of light fabric.
your pants had stayed in the kitchen, your shirt discarded...somewhere.
we took each other in--staring openly.
our smiles grew.
i walked slowly to the bed--your eyes never leaving my breasts.
until i slid onto you and my face was so close...
you kissed me softly, keeping me off guard--
as you flipped me over and pinned me.
i giggled, loving it.
you were ready...
i let my knees fall open, and you slid into place, almost roughly.
you rode me hard and fast--
i couldn't stand not touching you...
but you held my wrists tightly, arms above my head.
i arched into you, loving the feel of your body against mine.
finally you let go of me...
and i rolled you over, stradling you.
my turn...i whispered.
sliding up and down--grinding myself into you.
i leaned low, my face in your neck--kissing, biting.
you let out a sound...like a growl.
and sat up.
pulling me into your lap, thrusting hard--
then flipping me to my knees.
i grabbed the edge of the mattress and pushed back into you--
willing my body to fuse with yours, or to melt away and let me be a part of you.
...needing you more now that i had you than i'd ever thought possible.

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so stick that in your pipe and smoke it.
love you all like family--or the pushy salespeople in department stores.
have a great weekend, and for GOD'S sake, flash somebody!!